exam!!!

oh ma effing god!! it's totally-freaked-me-out. this next two week is my exam week hhhhhhh i dont want to have a bad score (again) like a hundred times, especially math and physics :(

i am so worried about my grade point but sometimes i am not in the studying mood (even when i am at school) you see how bad is it? god please, please help me for the exam, i want my best score besides i want to make my parents happy :'D

Dear Serena...

My world is falling apart and you're the only one who would understand, My father left my mother for a 31-year-old model. A male model. I feel like screaming because I don't have anyone to talk to. You're gone. My dad is gone. Nate's acting weird. Where are you? Why won't you call? Why did you leave without saying goodbye? You're supposed to be my best friend. I miss you so much.

Love,

Blair

p.s: how sadddd, i am always crying when i am watching this scene

hi people

everyone used to call me icha, i have black (sometimes brown) hair, have one annoying little sister, currently go to al-izhar, born in jakarta, prefer indie, crying is the way to get my dipressed out, in love with someone, i can sing but not that good, memorize all the line from gossip girl, 90210 addiction, cant live without my family, hate feeling lonely, always get down easily, still eating cereal and gummy worm everyday, born naturally skinny, attend to fashion and mingle with friends would be cool, the place i want to go to is india!! reading the clique series, writing "kisses" my-own-fiction, having a trauma- surely i am not sure what kind of trauma i have it... i am making the causes call "greenbition" on facebook and my current obssesion is... whatever i can get